I really havent had a very good day today!
Was feeling low because John went away - not back til Friday.
Feeling low about the hospital trips with Joe next week - dont really want to go on my own! I hope he is alright - been thinking about when Im going to tell Joe what he has coming ahead of him.
Was feeling low because I'm so behind with my college work!
Then my Dad phones me tonight - my Mum was taken into hospital today - they think she has Angina. I was just sent into shock then. My poor Dad he probably not feeling good himself had to put up with me blubbering down the phone. She is ok - they have kept her in over night to do tests - as there is a history of heart disease in my Mum's family they have to make sure she is ok before she goes home. They said if it is Angina it can be treated. I feel so far away over here in Hastings - and my Mum in hospital in Brighton. I said to my Dad I would come over tomorrow and he said not to. I wish John was here! Why do these things happen when the men folk are not around!! I need him to hold me!!!
I will keep you posted.