Hi Guys, First of all can I apologise that I take so long to comment on all your journals - Im just so busy then I realise there are so many alerts in my in box and I go crazy LOL. But I dont want to miss any of your entries so Im going to sit and read them all in a bit. I'm a bit low today and I dont really know why. I spoke to my brother on the phone tonight - he has been really ill with anxiety attacks just lately so I was relieved that he was much better. He lives in Norwich which is a good 150 miles away - so dont seem him much - miss him like mad. Anyway, I came off the phone and I sobbed like a baby!! John was so good and cuddled me and said you just say the word and we will go and see him. So we are going to go up there as soon as I have finished working on a saturday which will be in about 3 weeks time. I miss my brother so much and especially now they have a little boy who is not even a year old yet.
Also been trying to sort my life out - got to think realistically about what is going to happen at the end of this academic year - I might not get on the the degree top up so I have to sort out what Im going to do as back-up. I think I will do a course next year in teaching which lets me teach people over the age of 18. I really want to do something with teaching. Quite frightening to think that this could be my last year as a student! But part of me want to get out and do something - I'm good with people and I love being involved with the education side of things. I am a governor at my little boys school and I did some training for that today - I loved it! So I know that it's education I want to be in somehow!!! Basically Ive got to sort my life out. But I do have to concentrate on doing well on this course too!! I've got a seminar on Thursday and Friday and have not got anything really ready for that yet!!! EEEEEEEEk best get my skates on. Crikey sorry I waffled alot tonight!!!!
Love Laine xxxx