Sunday, 30 April 2006

Been thinking

Hi All,

Been thinking more and more about my interview and getting more and more worried. Here's why:-

1.  Halfway through the interview my tutor said he had another interview downstairs and had to dash - bit mean when it was my time - that left me and Andrew the guy in charge of the BA to go over the rest of my stuff.  Thought it was a bit off that Ian couldnt give me all of my half hour.

2.  I was talking to some of the guys on my course who have applied for Brighton, which is a relief because it means it gives us a chance of getting in because they are good!  But they had a word with Ian as they are worried that if they don't get into Brighton then they will be stuck - so Ian has agreed to interview them next week just incase they dont get into Brighton - so does this mean that we will be pushed out if they do come to Hastings college?? 

3. There are only six places and 13 of us were interviewed on Friday.  Then of course now they are interviewing 3 more next week! What chance do I have then!!!

It's all going round in my head and its going to drive me mad until I find out what the score is.

Also Im fed up because - the essay - that I am posting on my journal - was given a distinction by one tutor and a high merit by another and they cant decide what its going to be!! If I get a distinction it will be my first one!!! So why cant I have it - what do you have to do to get one????

Sorry peeps just sounding off - I can see that that would be a bit boring for you all to read but just getting it off my chest - Im gonna have a moan about work tomorrow got an issue with that too!! LOL

Love Laine xxx



sdrogerson said...

head spinning is bad for you

jeadie05 said...

Its perfectly natural for you to do this ,its so hard but its done now and all you can do is wait ,think positive ,any way Youll know this time next month,and in a hundred years it wont matter lol Stop worrying you'll do it .........Jan xx

sugarsweet056 said...

Just have faith! Think good thoughts!

cherry2sweet2eat said...

aww just be strong and dont let it get to u so much

jlocorriere05 said...

It's so easy to keep churning it around in your head. Doesn't seem right that the guys are being interviewed for Hastings and Brighton. Best thing to do is put it out of your head, worrying about it won't help or change anything now. Stay positive!! In answer to your query, I don't think dogs are allowed in Leonardslee but you could phone and ask (01403 891212). Jeannette xx

ally123130585918 said...

Laine you can't change anything now so try not to worry ~ maybe your tutor didn't stay because they are happy with you and there was no need for him to be there ~ Just you think positive ~ we know how hard you have worked and I am sure they do as well ~ Ally

tamelatruelibra said...

I know its really hard not to worry so much so I really cant tell you not to worry about it.

haileen2003 said...

Hello! Laine
Can only say what has already been said...'Try not too worry'
It's awful when something is 'Going around in your Head'.
I'm the same with problems...keep mulling things over.
I'm sure things will turn out fine in the end!

jmoqueen said...

You have to say these things out loud to bring some kind of perspective to them otherwise like you said they go round your head and do yourself mad!!  Don't panic too much (I know it's easier said than done) but you've tried your best, just wait and see..........xx  I reckon you've done fine and either a distinction or a high merit sound just as good to me ;-)

debbiewebb4465 said...

Hi Laine, sorry to hear you've got all this going round your head :-( I'm sure it'll all work out ok for you. Easy for me to say I know, but you've worked so hard, and tried your very best ~ it must have the right outcome for you ! I'm keeping everything crossed for you :-)
Take care, hugs Debbie ~xxx~