I am not going to put the pictures of my show onto journals as I had promised - I had a talk about it with my tutor today and I only just got a pass!! All that hard work and effort I put into it and it was nearly a fail. Apparently my proposal and my evaluation was brilliant and my words were good but the show did not live up to what I was saying. They said that it did not work! Made me feel very down and wished the world could swallow me up.
I am on the degree course for next year and I now wonder if I can do it!!! They said that I only just passed!!! Well my tutor said that he pushed for me to pass as he knew I had alot going on with Joe' hospital appointments and that - so I feel like a bit of a failure today - I had a cry infront of him - how embarrassing was that!!!
But he said that I should use it in a positive way and help me with next year.
Im sorry Ive been away my friends - but you were the first people I came to with this!!!!